Jee, What Am I Thinking??

[Jee Choe]

LOL i think i'm going too over the top with these cheesy titles with "Jee." first "Jee Willikers" then enzo's "Jee Unit" now "Jee, What Am I Thinking??" So yay!! I'm safe for the first week!! really my main point in these games is to make it at least to jury. and hopefully becoming an allstar. lol. but yeah school has been CRAZY so far ughhhh. it's been taking up all my time so it's been crazy. i was scared cuz i wasn't able to go on AIM much so i had to PM everyone to make sure i at least talked to people. hopefully i can get on AIM in the upcoming weeks. idk it's been crazy. so yeah, that's all i have to say right now.

[Jee Choe]

okay so i did some progress by talking to people since we started ^_^. so i think that i wont go up if people that i talk to win. so far i've talked to drew, cassie, enzo, kalia, libra, lori, rachel, and russell on AIM. i pretty much said "hi" to everyone over PM but those people i actually had conversations with. I pretty much like all of them and got along with them. If i had to pick, I'm probably closest with Lori since she's scared shitless right now since she's a target. So we bonded over that since I said I'm scared shitless to since I haven't been able to talk to everyone. So right now I like talking to her. I also like talking to Kalia. Me and her bonded over the fact that we're both dancers so that made for some good conversation. Cassie, it was good. Nothing really special about it. Drew, it was just a "good luck in PoV". and Rachel it was kind of boring. Russell the convo ends like really short. And it turns out that I know him from a different game. He's playing in a game that I'm a prediction writer for. So maybe that can help me out?

Idk I'm kind of nervous for HoH. I didn't really talk to 6 of the people in this game. That's April, Jen, Karen, Shelly, Tonya, and Josh. So I hope none of them win the HoH. I guess I have to start cracking on that.

So James PMed me and one of the first things he said was "do you wanna work together?" I was like wtf?!! (i didn't say that of course) but i told him that I'll definitely watch your back but it's too early for an alliance. so he understood that and offered to talk on AIM and see if we vibe so I'll give it a shot. but damn i'm just still shocked he jumping the gun already.

[Jee Choe]

i don't think I've written in my DR this week yet so here it is! my bad >.< its just everything with school and dance got me so GAHHHH that i wasn't really able to go on AIM. nothing's changed (i hope). so yeah just been talking to Kalia, Lori, and Enzo a lot. Pretty typical stuff between them. As with the HoH, I'm surprised I lasted as long as I did lol. 4th place I believe? lol. Sooo yeah. With the nominations, Blue Team is seriously getting hit hard LOL. Like seriously Libra went first, now we have Cassie up on the block! I just hope Cassie talked to everybody >.< cuz seriously me and Lori are tryin hard to stay afloat. But yeah, hopefully things go smoother next week. I gotta start talking to people :/

[Jee Choe]

omfg....the moment i start talking to people shit is going down already!!! so once I go on AIM, i start talking to kalia, james, and enzo. Enzo, same stuff. He refuses to talk game with me. Like, he ends all his convos short once I bring up game talk like who will Rachel put up for noms. So it's definitely a little ehh but I needed to make sure I'm cool with him so I'll be willing to talk about outside life with him.

so when i was talking to james, we decided after a few minutes that we should align with each other. He said he's really not aligned with anyone, and let's be honest, I need to start playing this game. So we align with each other. Then he tells me that there's a big alliance in this house already called "The Mafia." which I believe of course since there's alliances forming already. I could feel it. So he tells me that it consists of Enzo, Rachel, Karen, Drew, and Russell. I was kinda shocked to see Drew and Karen cuz to be honest they don't seem too social to me. So I ask James where he found this out and he finds this out from Lori, who hears it from Russell cuz Russell wanted Lori to join it but the other Mafia members said no. So to protect ourselves and to try to take the Mafia out, we made another alliance, consisting of me, Lori, James, and Kalia. We chose to put it between us 4 since we competitively can compete with them.

Right now, our plan is to take out either Enzo or Rachel first. Enzo or Rachel just because Rachel's a big competitive threat and Enzo is just a huge threat in general (competitively and socially). After them is Karen. Karen cuz Lori finds her fake so it gets her pissed off. Then we're debating between Drew and Russell. We kinda wanna help Russell since he was our informer. Drew because he's seriously a floater. We feel like he's only in there for numbers. But yeah, these next couple of weeks are crucial. we need to get shit done. but first things first. we need to survive this week.

to stay safe this week i basically talked to enzo and rachel. I pretty much started up a good convo with rachel so i think i should be good with her but i talked to enzo also just in case he has a say on who she nominates. so hopefully its another safe week for me

[Jee Choe]

omfg...survivor style voting? we can potentially get one of the mafias out with this....

[Jee Choe]

so according to lori, james, and kalia the mafias tryna get jen outta the house. if they do this they gain more power >.<. right now me james and kalia are tryna think of 7 people so we can get a mafia person out. maybe enzo. right now were thinking me lori james and kalia will automatically be together. james said he talked to cassie so we potentially have her. and lori said she talked to josh so we may have him. and kalia said she talked to jen so we may have her. we hope this works cuz if this doesnt then were in SERIOUS trouble. we need to break that group up.

[Jee Choe]

i feel like i have to play dumb and act all innocent whenever i talk to drew and enzo and all them >.<. i feel belittled by them LOL. as long as they see me as a floater since Im saying "I'm down for the majority as long as it aint me", i'll be good. as long as i float they won't think im part of an alliance.

[Jee Choe]

okay so last night we were tryna gather up numbers to take out enzo. so literally im shaking cuz this could work!! So far we had Me, Lori, James, and Kalia. James said he talked to Cassie and she was on board with the plan. He then told us he sent us a PM to Jenn and that she would have no choice since Enzo's lobbying people together to vote her out. So right now we have 6. So the last person is up to Lori. Lori actually ended up convincing Russell to vote out Enzo. We know that Lori and Russell had a close friendship so let's see if we can actually trust him. We can definitely bring him farther than the mafia so i hope he accepts it. He even said himself that Enzo's the biggest threat. So if he goes with us this is a game changing move. If it doesn't work, we're fucked.

[Jee Choe]

OMFG IT WORKED!!!!

[Jee Choe]

DAMN THIS IS CRAZYYYY!!!!!!! i knew once we did this shit would hit the fan but hey they can fight all they want. it just creates big targets for them. looks like jen, karen, kalia, cassie, and lori are the ones that r tryna maybe gun for each other. and i think the noobs are starting to realize that the winners are winners for a reason.

so i talked to enzo and drew last night after eviction to try to clear the air with them. so after i talked to them i told them why i did what i did and it was nothing personal. and that i was being 100% genuine with them until the night before eviction. they said they understood and was just disappointed in me becuz they truly had my back. which is nice to know NOW. enzo basically told me to watch my back with lori and jen becuz theyre winners for a reason which i understand. and drew basically told me people know whos side im on now so i kinda have a target on my back but hes not coming after me. so i believe him when he says that. i just hope that karen jen kalia and cassie keep on fighting so i stay at least a little longer than them and they can target them. fingers crossed i can follow this method till jury.

[Jee Choe]

OH FUCK SHELLY WON HOH! SHIT! okay well im hoping she'll nominate with just what happened. Like she'll nominate a bigger threat than me. Like Kalia or the past winners or something. This week I'm actually scared. There's a good chance I could go up this week. >.<

[Jee Choe]

So who knew that after this little fiasco I see myself getting along better with the old Mafia?? Drew, we cleared things up and actually had a nice conversation i think sometime last week. I talked to Rachel tonight and she knows that it wasnt my fault (too bad she doesnt know that i was actually one of the few that brought up enzo's name). So she doesnt blame me for getting rid of enzo. Me and her were talking and were thinking of gathering up a group of newbies to take the vets out. thing is, when we talked about it, we realized russell and kalia are lost causes. kalias wrapped around their finger, and russell is so close with lori because theyre aligned together in another game.

rachel assures me that shelly is smarter than she looks. so since she said that, im hoping shell put one or maybe two past winners up! thatll be the most ideal situation since james and lori have not talked to me since getting enzo out. thats definitely a flag raiser. so hopefully we can get most of the house on this bandwagon.

The Winners had their moment in the spotlight. Now its time for the newbies turn.

[Jee Choe]

so jen won veto....FUCK! i sent shelly a PM seeing if she's down getting the vets out first and she said "totally!" but i dont know...theres something about shelly that doesnt make me trust her. She seems shifty and like what rachel said, she's definitely smarter than she looks. So i hope she doesn't see through me because at least THIS TIME, i'm being 100% genuine. The winners are winners for a reason and they can play this whole house. So the sooner we can get them out the better. I wouldn't be surprised that I'm up on the block. I feel like maybe talking to Drew, Rachel, and Shelly after this whole incident maybe wasnt smart? I feel like they could get a sense that I'm being fake when I'm not. But to be honest, what would be the advantage of getting me out. Getting me out means they have less numbers to take the winners out and it would not benefit her game at all. Seriously if Shelly trusts the winners more than me I would take back all the credit I give her. This veto meetings making me anxious. I hope I'm safe for another week. I really wanna make jury at least :/

[Jee Choe]

omg...WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT!!!! that 10-0 does not make any sense though cuz i know russell would not vote her either. this couldnt be a 10-0 vote. i hope lori doesnt believe about the 10-0 stuff becuz if she does were ALL screwed. but i feel like im in the fence right now. i feel like im like a BB6 james rhine becuz he was good on both sides of the house. So hopefully i can make it a far as he did. but this next week will definitely be interesting. i think josh definitely made a bad name for himself becuz he decided to speak out against what happened. that just showed everyone his true colors.

since this was an eviction stopper i feel like in a few weeks, if not next week, will be a double eviction. I'm scared for it but i think its time to be on good terms with everyone. I really hope no1 figures that out. Cuz then I'd be a threat.

[Jee Choe]

hmm i feel definitely like a james rhine now. Right now, I'm part of the "townspeople" with james, kalia, lori, russell, and jen. but ive been getting close to rachel, shelly, and karen so i feel like im being tugged on both sides. right now, i think i have to go on an intense losing streak. like not winning HoHs, not winning PoVs. right now I have to lay low and let them do the work so theres no blood on my hands. this is gonna be a tough situation but i think i can do it. i think this could work till jury.