Jee, What Am I Thinking??

[Jee Choe]

ugh i feel like this challege will show where my true colors lie. my plan is to pm karen and tell her that they were all telling me to hit her plate so it makes me look like im following the vets advice. but in real life, im gonna use the family party excuse to not be able to do much. hopefully karen believes me. if all goes well, the townspeople believe im following them and i dont ruffle feathers with the mafia.

[Jee Choe]

HI! so i haven't really been able to keep up with the diary room entries and i apologize. tests came up again >.<. okay so kalia wins HoH which is fine. Like I'm safe so its good. but the people i wanna work with, aka Rachel and Karen are in jeopardy. fuck! so the alliance wants to "blindside" rachel by voting her out instead of karen since karens starting to much shit. so i tell rachel that and she says she knows. so her only hope is winning veto :/. i was talking to rachel and we were talking about potential votes to stay. thing is, it requires swaying. But right now, it's useless to try to sway votes since one of them is definitely going.

so i was talking to rachel and karen and i told them that whoever stays this week, we NEED to rally the house to get the AS out. Thing is, if I do this, there's a big chance I'll be there number one target. If I don't I don't know if I'll get a chance to get the AS out. So I'm in a pickle when it comes to that.

When all of us were trying to think of people to sway, I tried to see if Kalia was willing to sway. Let's face it, she's the closest person to me. So I talked to her letting her know that at some point we need to turn on the AS. She agreed, thing is, she wants to get the mafia out first. So I at least implanted the idea in her head which is good so maybe i can talk to her about enacting this plan next week. Rachel and Karen assured me that Kalia would be safe if she did it. Our problem is numbers just in case that we did wait until the mafia was out. Maybe we can get tonya josh and cassie since its obvious that russell wouldnt turn on Lori at least. Oh well, I need to think about this more.

[Jee Choe]

so im freakin scared. theres talk of AIM hacking and logs from karen being taken so I HOPE that's a lie. If logs from karen have been taken then that means someone knows about my conversations with her about switching sides. So if one of the "townspeople" know, then my ass is up next week. So we'll see if they really know or not.

I talked to cassie about possibly switching and she said its a great idea but not now. Which i understand. It's too bad we couldnt save rachel but we're not even at jury yet. so i guess the blindside will have to wait.

[Jee Choe]

so Lori and Drew won the HoH! this could not have worked out better for me. However, the talk of hacked AIM logs still kinda scares me so we'll see if its true. If it's true, Lori will put me up for nomination. so hopefully it's not true. And well Drew, he can't nominate me since we're in the same camp. So if Lori truly distrusts me, she'll put me up this week. I really hope this isn't the case :/

[Jee Choe]

so Lori trusts me which is great! but her plan is to take kalia off the block and have drew put up cassi in her place. GAHHHH!!!!!! i PM kalia and let her know we're in a huge predicament becuz cassi's a big part of our plan. we need her for numbers against the all-stars down the road. but then again, if we don't get rid of jen now, we may not have another chance. there's a chance she could become too powerful. ughhh i dont know what to do. it's risky to get jen out now becuz we're not even in jury phase yet. BLAHHHH!!!

so i told cassi about lori's plot. i told her that she NEEDS this PoV or else she's fucked if one of the townspeople win. I told her I'm not giving it my all becuz I don't wanna have to have the decision of using the veto. I'm also debating whether I should deviate from the alliance but I don't know if it's risky right now.

[Jee Choe]

so plan is right now to throw the PoV challenge. i need to not win this PoV or else it will show where my true colors lie.

[Jee Choe]

thank God i didnt win that one! okay so right now everything's going as planned. so shelly's gonna take herself off and we can vote josh out. karen HOPEFULLY won't use the frikken veto so we can take jen out. right now i think im sitting pretty.

[Jee Choe]

somethings fishy...y would shelly use the veto on josh? i got a bad feeling about this...

[Jee Choe]

so im glad that i didnt get put up but now im in a certain situation. technically im a swing vote sorta...if i vote russell, there's a good chance hes out. but we're not in the jury phase yet. jen, shes finally leaving the game which im excited about! shes one of the biggest threats in the game and we have to take her out.

so me and cassie realize that were on the outs of the alliance since jen lori james and russell r pretty tight. so me cassie and hopefully kalia are making a counter-alliance together. we need a 4th though so we might ask tonya to join us. for me, i think im going to ask karen for a deal. like ill watch her back if she agrees to watch mine.

i really thought about it and i think ill keep russell this round. no need to stir the pot before jury. right now, if we get rid of russell, the other side will have numbers and i would be targetted by lori and them. if i keep russell, they still think im with them and i wont be targetted for a while. hopefully this pays off.

[Jee Choe]

so jen comes to me asking me to keep her. like shes definitely cool but i already voted to evict her so i had no choice. then she PMs me later that night and tells me to vote out kalia since lori and kalia have a F2 agreement. UHM OKAY! jen would do anything to stay in the game and i definitely don't believe that. but anyways loris next on my list to get out, so even if kalia and lori did have a f2, lori would be gone anyways.

anyways, just to take caution, im asking karen if she wants to form a counter-alliance against kalia and lori just in case. i asked her for an alliance with me, her, maybe drew, and maybe cassie. hopefully she takes it

[Jee Choe]

so jen leaves...HELL YEAAAA!!! but before she left she was like PMing me asking me to save her to break up a supposed kalia/lori alliance. HO-KAY JEN! thanks for the heads up but im still not saving you. I can take care of that alliance with a lil help...after ur gone . So in the HoH, I was busy that night so I wasn't surprised when Cassie didn't pick me. But either way, I knew I was safe no matter what.

So about that alliance, Karen's up for it. But to be honest I don't think it's gonna work since I really can't help her out right now at this point. she's kind of in too deep for me to stick my neck out for her.

so recently, i've been talking to james and cassie and we decide to form the counter-alliance. we realize that in 2 weeks would be the most ideal time to strike. since if lori or whoever wins next HoH, we're safe, they take out the other side, and we have numbers when we team up with them (the other side. itd be 3-2 teaming up). If the other side wins, theyll target lori and kalia. and theyll basically take care of the dirty business for us. so right now we're in a good position but we'll see what happens.

when talking about it wit james i think we work well together. like our strategies complement each other i think. like we both see stuff the same way so I can see myself working hard with him. hopefully things go as planned tho. Looks like Drew's leaving this week. We kind of need Karen right now.

[Jee Choe]

okay so this week is smoothly. originally i was gonna keep karen to stay. but russell PMed me saying he really wants Drew out this week which kinda raises a red flag to me. like karen caused some trouble before so why would u want her to stay?? this makes me think of a possible alliance between them. i think ima keep drew and propose an alliance with him instead.

AND WHO DA HELL SMITED ME!!! IMA CUT A BITCH >.<

[Jee Choe]

ugh damnit! drew left :/ whatever. this HoH i need. i feel like lori russell and them dont trust me anymore. so i NEED this hoh. i think its time to stop sitting back and watching. its time for me to make a move. i need to win in order to put lori and russell up on the block.

[Jee Choe]

GAHH IM BECOMING MIA again!!! i just wanna apologize to the hosts and pw writers. things have been crazy with dance and i have practice every night. ill try to get my stuff in earlier. i apologize again!

[Brian Hart]

Its fine No worries! just write more DR entries and all is forgiven.