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Post by Karen O'Neil on Feb 11, 2012 3:37:23 GMT -5
Why did I respond to Jen about the button? Ugh. I should have just kept my mouth shut in the open and went to everyone privately or waited for them to come to me. IDK... I've been reading past seasons of this game and it has me totally over-thinking everything I've done up to this point. How do I fix this? I need to just keep my cool and wits about me and focus on winning competitions while staying as social as I have been. I really need a HOH win to sort of rekindle what has happened. What I mean is that if I win a HOH then that will force people to come to talk to me that may not be fond of me at the moment. I have been reading past BB Recycled seasons since Brian posted the link for me. I mean, I knew they were there before and read the DR's of James, Jen, Lori and Enzo but there's soooo much more to this series than that and really at this point I just want to make my mark as a player. I can just see all the insults and criticism I'm getting from past players for being so outspoken in this past week but I think a lot of mistakes have been made on a lot of players parts. Jen: Pushing the buttons but lying about it. Like we're stupid, . Russell: Flipping on an alliance only 3 weeks in, bad move. Kalia: taking it so personally that Enzo called her "fake." Lori: "thinking" she's running this house so early on. I understand that she practically ran her season along side Carol, but who's going to be her Carol this season? Russell, Jee, Jen? Rachel: I love her to pieces but I need her to keep her cool. I've had to tell her numerous times just to lay low, don't say anything on the boards. Jee: Admitting that he's practically one of Lori's lapdogs. *smh* Do I have any of this wrong? Or is that I'm right on and I have no idea how to go about it. I adore Rachel too much and know she's good for me in this game so I can't throw her under the bus. I need her. I need Drew. I need Shelly. I need Josh. I am trying to smooth things over with Kalia but ugh, I want to believe she's being sincere but I just can't. Fuck! My head is pounding, I need to vomit and I can't sleep. I'm doing this HOH and then going to bed.
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Post by Karen O'Neil on Feb 16, 2012 18:54:57 GMT -5
Okay so ever since Veto went up the replacement nominee, from what I heard was going to be James. However, at the same time I found out that I've played with James before in BB Starz and we were allies in that game so guess what, new ally? Yes. He knows he's not going to win but he wants to be the last vet standing and I can use him to my own advantage until then so that's good. I have Drew, Josh, Shelly and Rachel as all secure allies.
Rachel suggested making a group for us on the boards but I flat out said no we need to keep this on AIM.
After the veto was over and Jen obviously removed herself from the block the obvious target is Lori. EVEN BEFORE Jen removed herself the target was Lori. You see you just don't go around thinking you run shit this early on because you will get taken out and if this works...If James isn't lying to me and votes out Lori it's payback for Enzo and I'll tell that dumb whore that in my goodbye message. I'm just sick of their attitudes. Jen told me it's a character she plays but either way it's annoying. I'll let Rachel talk to Tonya and hope we can secure her vote but even if she doesn't having James vote Lori will work it will for sure be Me, Rachel, Drew, Josh, James, with the possibility of Jee and Tonya.
After all that talk it looks like Kalia will be the replacement.
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Post by Karen O'Neil on Feb 19, 2012 6:38:59 GMT -5
Week 5.
Well this HOH is going well. I haven't wrote about the button fiasco. Let me just break this down a bit. I figure that we're good with the Lori vote out so I decided to do a little shopping for myself and take my kids to the mall and bam, right when we it down to eat I check my phone and check into AIM and my phone started blowing up, I went from 75% full battery to 15% in a matter of the one hour it took me to finish eating dinner with my kids from the time it took me to get home and calm Shelly the fuck down. Rachel was also pissed, Josh was pissed, the only one who seemed to take it lightly was Drew.. this is why I like Drew <3
Shelly is going off almost to the point of blaming me for her putting her ass on the line with this HOH. I'm like oh no, no one told you to nominate those two and it's just two annoying bitches we're talking about here it's not Jesus himself so I don't understand why everyone is so scared of them. I understand that things seem to be working in their favor right now but hell it's barely week 4 and 5 here and these two already have targets on their back so we can get through this.
At this point I know we can get through this but I'm not going to lie the alliance is probably going to lose someone along the way, if it's me... so be it, I'll take my place in the pre-jury with Libra, April, and Enzo. If it's not me then I'm fighting my way through. I have to focus and do well in the challenges but I knew I wasn't going to go far in the Plate Smashing. That's okay. If they think I'm a threat, great, because I am.
I'm just so sick and tired of Rachel and Shelly's whining. I feel like throwing some diapers and bottles in their direction because they're acting like titty babies.
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Post by Karen O'Neil on Feb 21, 2012 17:26:48 GMT -5
Week 5 (after veto)
Russell won the Veto and removed me from the block and put Drew up. Why? I have no idea. I think they want to keep me around to torture me but who really fucking knows. All I can say is that I'm disgusted with the way these people are playing. They are really making this game a headache more than anything. It's not fun at all.
I mean to have my account hacked to have these other people lucking out and winning all these competitions it's just been a miserable past few weeks. Thank goodness I have other games and other things to keep me busy I almost dread even moving on in this game. But it's a fantastic series so it's like a love/hate relationship at this point.
Now they're making me choose between my two biggest allies. This fucking sucks. Simple as that.
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Post by Karen O'Neil on Feb 25, 2012 17:47:27 GMT -5
I'm not even sure what week it is. I know we just got the results of the Majority rules competition. WE have a double HOH and Eviction week with Lori and Drew being our winners. Am I worried about going up, yes of course I am. This game has been nothing but almost dreadful the last week or so.
More frustrating is it's taking a lot longer to find out who hacked my account, it's almost a process of elimination. Let me explain how its done. You see I have to have someone who has to take a few hours a day to access my chat logs (although the feature is turned off your computer still stores the logs but they are in code) At this point we're only now starting to decode my chat logs.
I really hope I find out soon so I can show the proof my account was hacked. I want to apologize to whomever didn't do it and then move on.
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Post by Chenbot on Feb 25, 2012 17:50:24 GMT -5
Good luck with the decoding.
Also, you know that since you and Lori are in the same camp, she can't nominate you. Drew can, but I thought you were close.... :/
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Post by Karen O'Neil on Feb 25, 2012 17:57:12 GMT -5
I thought we were too but I heard he co-hosted a game with Cassandra, and that he's going to flip.
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Post by Karen O'Neil on Feb 26, 2012 14:01:40 GMT -5
It was weird talking to Drew about this week and how he was going to do nominations. He wouldn't tell me who he was putting up and beyond that he wouldn't tell me that he's not putting me up. He simply said he's going to do what's best for him. After Enzo and Rachel being evicted I thought Drew and I were going to stick together and that he was going to be my closest ally. I guess I'll just have to wait and see what happens with nominations.
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Post by Karen O'Neil on Mar 2, 2012 16:46:42 GMT -5
I'm a little confused. I have no idea what's going on lately. I messaged a few people and like I think even one person was on AIM and just ignored. I was trying to get information about the vote and no one seemed interested. It was just strange. Then again, I have so much going on right now that my head is spinning in all different sort of directions. I just need to take a step back, refocus and get my butt back into this game. I know I can do it.
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Post by Karen O'Neil on Mar 4, 2012 7:43:07 GMT -5
Week 7. Well it kind of sucks that I didn't get to compete in the HOH but I think I would have lost anyways because I think this would have been really easy. However, I think i would have lost anyways because this is one of those "popularity" type things. Obviously, I'm not that popular with the players. I don't understand why either. I haven't done anything 'wrong." I just wish I knew why I wasn't anyone's favorite or why people don't seem to be loyal to me anymore. It's frustrating. At this point I almost think I should have kept the account hacking to myself. It hasn't done anything but ruin my game play. ![:(](//storage.proboards.com/forum/images/smiley/sad.png) Even Enzo and a few others think that. So I need to do something to make a mends with people. I don't want to seem fake though and a lot of people thing that when I apologize I'm just being fake so but I guess I'll try. I'm going to PM Russell and Cassandra. Just to see what comes about when I do. I'm just trying to start over and I want to be loyal to my allies in this game. I really want a second chance with some of these people. I feel bad because I've put everyone in this position with the hacking that isn't fair. I'm hoping I can change things.
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Post by Karen O'Neil on Mar 9, 2012 22:10:04 GMT -5
After being nominated twice, removed from the block once and surviving eviction I'd say I'm playing this game fairly well. At this point I'm sort of mending broken bridges. I apologized to Russell, Lori and Cassandra. I think that helped me stay this week. It might very well get me nominated again at some point but that just means I fight harder to stay in game. You do what you need to do and say what needs to be said in order to make it. The truth is that I still disagree with what Russell did and would still probably nominate him if I win HOH. I'm don't necessarily like having to lie and kiss peoples' asses but it's a game and it's part of playing the game.
I could probably work with anyone I wanted to right now. It's like I've left my self open to work with pretty much anyone of my choice. That's kind of the way I wanted it to be right now if couldn't have a good stable and solid alliance still in the game. No one really talks anymore on AIM. It's been sort of dead since Jen was voted out. It's like everyone is becoming sort of bored.
I'm going to take these next few days to really weigh my options and make a solid decision as to who I am going to try and work with.
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Post by Karen O'Neil on Mar 15, 2012 13:51:37 GMT -5
I'm HOH this week. It feels great to be HOH and long over-due. I have been so close so many times that it's been torture. I've also been a pawn for 3 weeks. To be a pawn for 3 weeks and come back and win a HOH competition just makes me smile. I'm so happy right now I could scream. Finally!
I already know who I'm nominating. Obviously, they think I'm stupid and have tried to work me hard this week to not nominate them but you know what, I really didn't appreciate being a pawn in their master plan. So, as far as I'm concerned Russell, and Lori can suffer together. I know Lori has been nominated but Russell hasn't so let's hope he enjoys it. As far as who I really want out that would be Russell. He's dominating these challenges and with him out that makes the odds of me winning better and I like those odds.
I'm just so tired of their need to be fake. I feel like I have to stoop to their level just to make it through which is stupid. I hate it but you gotta do what you gotta do and this week is my week. I'm going to chat around and see what other people think about this weeks nominations.
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Post by Karen O'Neil on Mar 15, 2012 20:43:03 GMT -5
Good Evening my fellow houseguest and welcome to this weeks nomination ceremony. It's quite a change to go from being in the nomination chair to now holding the titleof Head of Household. It's never easy to be in this position when we are this far into the game because I have to choose 2 people to nominate for eviction. So, I'll pull the first key. ![](http://i43.tinypic.com/1il8r4.jpg) Josh, you are safe. *****Josh pulls the next key***** ![](http://i42.tinypic.com/24nqhbr.jpg) Kalia, you are safe *****Kalia pulls the next key***** ![](http://i44.tinypic.com/igdfu0.png) Tonya, you are safe. *****Tonya pulls the next key***** ![](http://i39.tinypic.com/micfuu.jpg) James, you are safe. *****James pulls the next key***** ![](http://i42.tinypic.com/xaosau.jpg) Cassandra, you are safe. *****Cassandra pulls the final key***** ![](http://i41.tinypic.com/29lmmvp.jpg) Jee, you are safe!!!! So I've nominated Lori and Russell for eviction this week. Ever since week 3, you two have been walking around this house like you're running the game and you're not. Lori, for weeks now I've watched you act fake to everyone and I'm sick of it. Now I know part of the reason why you won in your season, you play everyone and I don't think there's a genuine bone in your body. Last night, you smited me and then immediately afterwards you post Congrats on hoh to me? Yeah, I noticed that. If that isn't fake then I don't know what is. You made a good move in week 3 when you planned Enzo's eviction but it pissed me off and made me change the way I was playing the game. You are one of, if not THE biggest threat in the game and it's about time you got evicted. AGAIN. Russell, you are easily the biggest backstabber in the game. You screw over an alliance of 5 in Week 3 because you were Lori's bitch. Now I'm not sure who the bitch is in the relationship. I'm starting to think roles have reversed and now Lori is your bitch. You think you already have this game in the bag and you shouldn't think that at all. You're a liar, a manipulator and nobody should trust you. Your whole alliance must think I'm a giant idiot. You guys pawn me for 3 weeks and then all come to me asking for a F5 alliance? Yeah, I wonder where I'd be on that totem pole. ![::)](//storage.proboards.com/forum/images/smiley/eyesroll.png) Then each one of you one by one came to me BEFORE I won HoH, to throw Jee under the bus saying he was trying to organize my eviction. As if I wouldn't figure out that all of you were just scared and wanted the targets off of your own backs. Jee may have voted for me but that's irrelevant now. All of you wanted Cassandra and Jee nominated this week and that would be the dumbest thing I could do. One of you needs to go so everyone else has a chance at this game. I invited you guys to my HOH room as a ploy to play the fuck out of you. Just like you've been playing me and everyone else in this game.You're not running shit anymore and if you think one of your allies will save you, then you better think again because if they do, then the 4th alliance member will go up in your place. One of you is leaving this week no matter what. Enjoy being up on the block together and enjoy scrambling this week. I wonder who you'll throw under the bus next? ![;)](//storage.proboards.com/forum/images/smiley/wink.png)
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Post by Karen O'Neil on Mar 16, 2012 19:01:05 GMT -5
Since I posted the nominations it's been weird. Some people have thought what I done was awesome and only the people nominated and James disagree with it. I can see James' point of view. He's upset because he feels that I've now made it hard for him to work with anyone in the house and you know what, I probably did but that's on him. He should have just kept his mouth shut.
As for Lori trying to come to be and be all sincere, I don' believe it one bit. I don't believe it because who smites you and then congratulates you within the same few minutes, oh that's right... only Lori. That's ridiculous. She tried saying that she would have kept her word and maybe she would have for one round but not all of them. In that final five deal I was last on the totem pole and I'm sorry but I'm not settling for 5th place.
A bunch of others like Cassandra, Jee, Josh, Tonya and others I can't quite remember, are all happy with the way I've done things this week. Most importantly I am happy with it. To insure that Lori goes home I spoke to Tonya about using her Veto sit out and I didn't think she'd do it at all but she went for it and now Kalia can't play in Veto. I'm so excited.
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Post by Karen O'Neil on Mar 20, 2012 22:59:36 GMT -5
Welcome everyone to this weeks veto ceremony.I must say this, the fact that you people don't even bother making yourselves available on AIM makes the decision I am about to make that much easier. None of you bothered to say anything to me, to even try.You may as well lay down and take it up the ass.With that said, my decision is...
...obviously I'm not using the veto on either of you lameasses. Nominations stay the same. The end.
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