Episode 12

[Cassandra Waldon]

Final five... wow. It's pretty crazy to think about it. James won HoH which I was content with. We talked at the end of Kalia's eviction about how we need Russell and Karen out, which as you know is my plan. I want a final three with Josh and James and ideally, to go to the end with Josh. However, I know in the back of mind that there's a possibility of James telling me what I want to hear and telling everyone else what they want to hear. He told me he nominated Joshuah and Russell and that he told them the plan's to backdoor Karen. He told me that he would like Karen evicted over Russell, but I think that's because he's closer to Russell. However, I'm close to both but definitely trust Karen more. She has nobody in this game and at this point, I'm the only one giving her the light of day. If it comes down to me winning the Power of Veto, I'm not going to use it. It'll piss James and Russell (and Josh but he doesn't really matter) off, but it's time for me to start playing my own game. I've been passive for long enough, we're almost at the end so I have to start making the moves that will get me to the end.

I was impressed that James stuck to his word and nominated Josh and Russell, but there's still the possibility I could be going home. If Russell wins PoV and I'm nominated for some reason, Russell can evict me and James can break the tie. It's just a crazy game and when you're down to this many people left, every Competition matters. This PoV is extremely important not only for my chances of surviving, but for my chances of advancing with the people I want to go forward with. I need to win the PoV this week and get Russell out because this may be the last opportunity to do so. If I win it, I'm golden. If Karen wins it, I'm most likely golden. If James, Russell, or Josh wins it... we'll cross that bridge if it happens.

[Cassandra Waldon]

Everything worked! Russell didn't show up for the PoV and Karen was pretty dominant in winning <3 So we went with the plan and evicted Russell ^_^ FINAL FOUR BABY! Seriously I'm pretty shocked I made it this far, but I just want to win so much more now. I feel so close to the end, but there's still such a long way to go. (btw I hope we can get a Memory Wall update sometime soon just to show everyone I'm still in ^_^ but I know that's probs up to Chenbot)

I don't really have much to say about this one because it was pretty straightforward. Karen told me that she wants to stick with Josh and myself "for the rest of the game," which is... the next round. IDK that girl doesn't make complete sense sometimes but oh well.

I'm not really sure what my plans are for F4. Josh is the the closest thing to a goat, so I want him in, but that's probably why Karen wants him too. I'm sure James wants him around too. I feel like my decision between whether I want James/Karen evicted comes down to the Competitions. That's the good thing, is that the problem has a good chance of sorting itself out, where whoever doesn't win HoH/PoV is the person I want out by default. I just have to win HoH or PoV because this round is so important. If you don't win a Competition, you can easily fuck yourself over. At this point in the game, there really isn't much strategizing left to do because we're so far into the game. The hay's in the barn. Now a lot of it comes down to Competitions, and it's really going to be a crapshoot since we all are legitimate Competitors (well Joshuah is questionable as usual.)