Post by Tonya Paoni on Mar 15, 2012 20:57:55 GMT -5
*Walks up to the Memory Wall and inspects the pictures*
*Contemplates in my head*
How the Hell am I even here right now?
Looking at Libra & April...two players like me it seemed, quiet and unassuming.
Looking at Enzo, Rachel, Shelly, Jen & Drew...all huge players in this game, far better than me, yet they're all gone now, and I'm still here.
Not just still here, but someone who has never been nominated, although expecting it pretty much every week.
It's then I realize I'm here because everyone sees me as a weak player, someone they don't want to "waste" an HoH on by getting me out over someone who's a stronger player.
Am I weak? In a sense. I'm not the talkative type, I would be, but I just don't like most of the people here. And I don't want to stick my neck out, because when you do, it gets sliced off.
So far, so good.
*Contemplates in my head*
How the Hell am I even here right now?
Looking at Libra & April...two players like me it seemed, quiet and unassuming.
Looking at Enzo, Rachel, Shelly, Jen & Drew...all huge players in this game, far better than me, yet they're all gone now, and I'm still here.
Not just still here, but someone who has never been nominated, although expecting it pretty much every week.
It's then I realize I'm here because everyone sees me as a weak player, someone they don't want to "waste" an HoH on by getting me out over someone who's a stronger player.
Am I weak? In a sense. I'm not the talkative type, I would be, but I just don't like most of the people here. And I don't want to stick my neck out, because when you do, it gets sliced off.
So far, so good.