The Hero.

[Karen O'Neil]

I've given everyone permission to vote me out. I will try at veto but things never go my way in challenges. The fact is that to save, Drew, Rachel, Shelly, Josh, Tonya, Jee and James who have alll been so nice to me I have to sacrifice myself.

Rachel will take it hard if she's voted out. I don't take these games personal where as she seems to and she's a good person and I don't want to see her voted out.

I wanted to work hard to make all-stars but it would have been a nightmare with both Enzo and I in it. Enzo is my best friend irl. So we always work together and he deserves a fair shot at winning All-Stars. I refuse to ruin that for him. I'm not saying I'd make all-stars but with a series like this it's what you try for.

In games I'm always the flipper, backstabber and all around bitch and for the first time I get to put myself on the line and save people. If I win veto then I guess I'll have to reevaluate but if I don't at least try at Veto I'd get an ear full from Enzo.

[Brian Hart]

Enzo has already won All-Stars

[Karen O'Neil]

I know but he is defending his title, right?

[Karen O'Neil]

I realize now that being a hero would require me to stick it out, play for POV and hopefully pull myself off the block. Then come back with winning an HOH and do some damage to protect my allies. I just ugh, nothing is going in our favor right now. NOTHING. It's easy to want to give up and say "Fuck it" I can see now why you've had people walk. This is an intense series with lots of twist that can either make or break your game plan.

I can win competitions but I suck under pressure. Seriously. However, I'm gaining confidence back because of other games I'm in so let's hope I can build up enough to win some competitions.