Drew's Week Four Mental Notes.

[Drew Daniel]

Day 17, I think.



Sooo the reason I didn't write in my DR yesterday was because it was my birthday and I was out having fun. Yay for being 16! Haha.

This week is gonna suck if Rachel, Karen, Shelly, Josh, or I don't win HOH. The other group is being stupid. Whenever I go on AIM, none of them are on. Well, they are on they're just invisible. It sucks cuz I'd like to clear the air and mend relationships, but nope. They want to be rude like that. Oh well. I'll just play this game to the best of my ability.

[Drew Daniel]

Day 18



Okay so this next HOH is crucial for everyone. If anyone that voted Enzo out wins HOH, my chances of not being nominated are slim. This is a very important HOH tbh. Also, everyone is hiding! Ugh, what the hellll. Everyone is invisible on AIM so I can't talk to anyone!! It frustrates me that they're being like that. If I get HOH, I'm gonna go invisible the whole time and not talk to anyone but the people I truly trust. Argh, I seriously did trust James and Lori up to this point. Both of them are being shady. I felt such a close bond to them, but oh well. That's Big Brother for ya. I think I've played a game with Lori before...she seemed a lot nicer in that one other game.

Anyways, I don't get why they are all hiding. I don't bite, I think. I just wanna clear the air and talk to everyone about what happened the past week. I sort of talked to Jen this morning. She doesn't trust me at all, but I'm not gonna give up. I'm gonna do anything possible to further myself in this game. Drew is ready! I think.

[Drew Daniel]

Day 19

Beware. This Diary Room entry will be exploding with joy and happiness.

I was going to crap my pants if Russell had won that Head of Household. Too bad he's in Shelly's camp. Oh well...now we can get either Jen or Lori out of this house. Lori, I trusted you but you've become shady lately and you and your posse (spelling? as in group..) don't even go on AIM. I'm gonna try my best to get either Jen or Lori out of this house. Don't get me wrong. I'm not going to pretend to be a genius mastermind and manipulator, but I for sure will give Shelly many reasons to nominate both of them. Ahhhh I'm extremely happy that Shelly wonnnn

Me when Russell didn't win Head of Household:

Russell is such a liar. I still can't believe he betrayed our alliance. Oh well, he did it for a reason and I hope his friends can help him get far in this game.

Aaaannnyyywaaayyysss. Guess what, Big Brother?


Shelly won Head of Household.

I shall dance.

Watch, my happiness will be destroyed when Julie announces what the third button does. I'm hoping something that benefits our game. And by our I mean Rachel, Josh, Shelly, Karen, and I. Those are the people I current trust.

Yup well my explosion of happiness is now over. I'm gonna go eat a poptart.

[Drew Daniel]

It's really bothering me that everyone who voted for Enzo to leave is now on AIM just because Shelly is HOH. If one of them had won HOH, they would have kept hiding. It gives me a chance to finally speak to them though. I want to clear the air and better MY position in the house. If it means saying I have no allegiance to the Mafia, then so be it.

I've been talking to James and he says he trusts me, but I'm seriously gonna have to be careful with who I trust from now I on. I told James I have my full trust in him as well, but I may or may not be lying. I just want to open up new doors of trust and to see if I could trust anyone else other than the original Mafia +Shelly + Josh. I'll have to talk to lots of people first. Bleh, I have to talk to Russell too. Ugh. Anyways, I don't think Lori trusts me. Bleh, I'll have to work on that. All in all I just have to do a lot of work to better my position. Jen, I'm not even gonna bother talking to her because I don't think she likes me that much....so I'll just have her hate me even though I hate when people hate me.

I just went on a rant. So, yeah. I've got lots of talking to do.

[Drew Daniel]

Day 20

Shelly's nomination speech was perfect. I'm so proud of Momma Shelly! Ahah. So as Jen said, these nominations were obvious. I didn't actually talk to Shelly about putting them up, but hey...I'm not complaining. Another vet will be leaving this house no matter what. Oh well.

I talked to James about the recent events and as of now we don't fully trust each other, but we want to fully trust each other. So I'm gonna be working on regaining James' trust. I don't know where Lori's head is at, but I think she's cool. As I've mentioned like 3248084 million times, she's been acting shady lately and I don't know if I want to see that sort of behavior. Hmmph.

We'll see what happens. For now I'm just glad that I'm safe

[Drew Daniel]

Day 21

Yay! It's day 21! I have no idea what I want to write about, but I felt the need to come into my diary room and converse.

Oh, let's talk about survivor. I really like this season's twist. It's pretty cool. I think Matt is a douchebag. He thinks he's really cool, ahaha. I feel bad for Kourtney being evacuated for medical reasons. Oh well. Hopefully her surgery went well. Colton is a diva. If he ever needs to, he'll definitely flip on his original tribe. Just like Cochran! Oh, Cochran...

Anyways, I'm in another ORG. Big Brother Anarchy, and some retard was bashing me saying I laugh at everything and to go die. It hurt my feelings tbh. I told him to fuck off. But ya know, laughing makes the world go round.

Yep.


I have extreme boredom right now. I'm gonna go to bed, I guess. Good night!

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[Drew Daniel]

Day 23


Okay, what the hell. I'm getting so fucking pissed with all these buttons getting in our way of actually accomplishing anything....and this vote makes no sense. 10-0. Yeah...there's no way Jen would vote out Lori unless she knew that Lori would be staying. It sucks because I told Lori that I was going to vote to keep her, so now I look like a liar to her. Fucking 3rd button. I say this game is rigged! Haha. It doesn't make sense at all.


Okay, so I just got done talking with James and apparently no one knew about what this button did. I'm having a hard time believing that because Jen would not vote for Lori. I don't know what to think of this...all I know is that Lori is going to kill for that HOH....and I'm afraid I'll be the one to be nominated.