Episode 2

[Cassandra Waldon]

I apologize for the tardiness. I was giong to do this last night but I got back really late from my track meet and immediately passed out

So Lori randomly IMed me after I was nominated and granted everything James told me about her, it was interesting.

Lori Valenti (8:12:38 PM): hey cassandra it's lori
PackUrBagsJenny (8:13:02 PM): hi lori
PackUrBagsJenny (8:13:03 PM): what's up?
Lori Valenti (8:13:16 PM): hey girl. im sorry you're nominated
Lori Valenti (8:13:25 PM): im trying to get the votes for you to stay
PackUrBagsJenny (8:13:25 PM): it's okay
PackUrBagsJenny (8:13:34 PM): i understand russell's reasons so i'm not mad at him or anything
PackUrBagsJenny (8:13:38 PM): and thank you girlie!
Lori Valenti (8:13:48 PM): i don't wanna lose another blue team member
Lori Valenti (8:13:55 PM): we are getting killed
PackUrBagsJenny (8:14:04 PM): i know :-(
Lori Valenti (8:14:08 PM): im promise you have my vote to stay.
PackUrBagsJenny (8:14:11 PM): aww thanks
Lori Valenti (8:14:11 PM): i cant stand april
PackUrBagsJenny (8:14:15 PM): lmao
PackUrBagsJenny (8:14:16 PM): why?
Lori Valenti (8:14:25 PM): she's a dumb ass
Lori Valenti (8:14:55 PM): lol
Lori Valenti (8:15:04 PM): so hopefully she doesnt win veto
PackUrBagsJenny (8:15:06 PM): hopefully not
PackUrBagsJenny (8:15:09 PM): i hate how it's luck :-\
PackUrBagsJenny (8:15:13 PM): but yeah whenever i talk to april
PackUrBagsJenny (8:15:16 PM): the convo's pretty bland
PackUrBagsJenny (8:15:17 PM): and ends quickly
Lori Valenti (8:15:27 PM): i know.
Lori Valenti (8:15:34 PM): it's like talking to a wall
Lori Valenti (8:16:24 PM): sorry i havent been around much
Lori Valenti (8:16:24 PM): super busy
Lori Valenti (8:16:26 PM): but i really wanna keep you and jee
Lori Valenti (8:16:26 PM): im NOT losing another person
PackUrBagsJenny (8:17:36 PM): it's okay, i've been busy with school and stuff too so it's not just you
PackUrBagsJenny (8:17:40 PM): yeah i know, blue team has to stick it out
Lori Valenti (8:18:38 PM): yeah.
Lori Valenti (8:19:27 PM): but just know. i do have your back
Lori Valenti (8:19:35 PM): and im gonna try to get those votes
Lori Valenti (8:19:40 PM): we're gonna need 5 at least
Lori Valenti (8:19:51 PM): no 6 votes :/
PackUrBagsJenny (8:20:52 PM): thank you girlie
Lori Valenti (8:21:30 PM):
PackUrBagsJenny (8:23:19 PM): much appreciated
PackUrBagsJenny (8:23:22 PM): and you know i have your back
PackUrBagsJenny (8:23:36 PM): i'll pretty much owe you my life if i survive
Lori Valenti (8:25:25 PM): no, girl you dont
Lori Valenti (8:25:48 PM): but i am gonna try my hardest
Lori Valenti (8:26:40 PM): the last hoh sucked balls
Lori Valenti (8:26:49 PM): blue team got out by round 6
PackUrBagsJenny (8:27:33 PM): i know :-\
PackUrBagsJenny (8:27:45 PM): we just have to kill it next round
Lori Valenti (8:27:51 PM): i thought i did bad ass
Lori Valenti (8:27:56 PM): i know
Lori Valenti (8:28:06 PM): it's gonna be tough
Lori Valenti (8:28:14 PM): i hope it's something one of us could win
Lori Valenti (8:28:20 PM): fuckin gold is so strong
PackUrBagsJenny (8:28:54 PM): mmhmm
PackUrBagsJenny (8:28:59 PM): yeah i noticed that too
PackUrBagsJenny (8:29:00 PM): it bothers me
Lori Valenti (8:29:29 PM): im scared to go after them
Lori Valenti (8:29:40 PM): i feel like i would leave the following week
Lori Valenti (8:29:41 PM): lol
PackUrBagsJenny (8:32:58 PM): hopefully not haha
PackUrBagsJenny (8:33:11 PM): i think you'd be able to stick it out tho
Lori Valenti (8:34:08 PM): oh okay girl
Lori Valenti (8:34:14 PM): lol
Lori Valenti (8:34:22 PM): i already have a huge target
Lori Valenti (8:34:25 PM): lol
PackUrBagsJenny (8:34:28 PM): do you?
PackUrBagsJenny (8:34:35 PM): i haven't herad anything of that sort
Lori Valenti (8:34:39 PM): since im a "vet"
Lori Valenti (8:34:42 PM): really???
PackUrBagsJenny (8:34:44 PM): oh true
Lori Valenti (8:34:51 PM): ahh
PackUrBagsJenny (8:34:52 PM): but i haven't heard of any real distinction
Lori Valenti (8:34:56 PM): lol
PackUrBagsJenny (8:34:56 PM): between how people feel towards the vets
PackUrBagsJenny (8:34:59 PM): and the rest of the cast
Lori Valenti (8:35:05 PM): well that's good.
PackUrBagsJenny (8:35:09 PM): mhm
PackUrBagsJenny (8:35:13 PM): either that
PackUrBagsJenny (8:35:15 PM): or i'm just out of the loop
Lori Valenti (8:35:16 PM): i'm trying to blend in for now
Lori Valenti (8:35:20 PM): haha
PackUrBagsJenny (8:35:23 PM): well as far as i'm concerned it's working :-D
Lori Valenti (8:35:26 PM): girl! get in that loop
PackUrBagsJenny (8:35:30 PM): hehehe
Lori Valenti (8:35:33 PM): lol

But I believe she's Jonna from this Endurance game I TROLLED the fuck out of (the one the host rigged for Jonna's partner and I exposed it so the host ran with his tail between his legs and deleted the board.) And I used this screen name because I figured "yeah nobody from that shitty Endurance game would be playing here." Wrong. But yeah, Lori was really nice but given the circumstances, I have to keep my guard up. It was strange how she felt such a need to keep me because of Cliques. It doesn't really affect anything so I don't know why she was so passionate. Whatever.

As usual, I spoke a lot with James and had a pretty juicy (no pun intended) convo with Enzo, so I feel like I have strong-ish bonds with them. It's kinda shitty though, that all the people Libra's warned me about are the people I'm clicking with the best

I had a LOT of good conversations with Russell and I really like him He said that now that he knows me better, he wishes I stay, which is nice to hear from the HoH. I thanked him in a weird way for nominating me because it serves as a wake up call that I have to step it the fuck up and no longer take my place in the game for granted. Something else I was happy with this round was that a lot of people agreed that April's dull and boring and ordinary with her conversations, or lack thereof. I mean yeah I did bring it up to some people, but other people told me that before I said anything So that's a good sign that I'm on the same wavelength as others.